Leaving my sword and spear

Kahapon na tapos ang huling WOE ng Season two RPC.

So ano na gagawin ni Seraphim II? Ibabaon niya muna ang espada at sibat niya na nakatusok sa lupa hangang sa balikan niya ito...

Road to skydome...

It's just five days before my very first big fight in my whole Ragnarok online career.... It takes six years before I reached this level.... Road to skydome huh?...

I want to reach it...

Deep breath

Kagabi ang unang siege namin para sa Agit Lord may mga bagay na hindi ako inaasahan na nang yari... unang-una dalawang guild laban sa tatlong guilds... pangalawa kaya pala namin sila sa clash kahit lamang sila sa dami...


Na tapos ang siege at naka isang agit lang kami, ang lalim nang hinga ko... hindi ko makontrol... hindi nga agad pumasok sa isip ko ung mga nangyari matapos ung siege.


Kahit hindi nakuha ng Finest guild ang honor agit at na deny ung main agit na kinuha namin may mga magandang resulta parin para sa akin.


Pero naramdaman ko nanaman ulit ung dati kong nararamdaman nuon tuwing Agit Lord season... Ung excitement...

So be it!

Malapit na mag simula ang scoring ng Agit Lords at kami ang pangbato ng alliance namin sa phase two...


Eto na din ang possibleng huling laban ko... At eto na din ang magiging pinakamahirap sa buong RO career ko...


Nakataya na dito ang buong sarili ko... Nakataya na dito kung may silbi ba talaga akong bilang guild master ng guild... Nakataya na din dito ang future career ko sa RO... Nakataya na din dito ung pride ko sa pagiging LK, kung kaya parin ba makipagsabayan ng mga LK sa mga champs kapag Woe gaya nuong unang panahon sa RO... Nakataya na din dito ang pera ng guild... Nakataya na din dito ung pagiging member ko ng Revamped nuon dahil sigurado ako Bitzbox ang makakalaban namin... Ang guild na hindi namin matalo-talo nuon sa fenrir.... Pag kakataon ko na ito para ipaghiganti ung past efforts namin nuon... Nakataya na din dito ang efforts ng ibang guilds na kasama sa alliance... Nakataya na din dito ang effort ng buong guild... Nakataya na din dito ang Pangalan ko... At higit sa lahat nakataya na dito ang pangalan ng guild.

I Hope...

I'm returning home to valhalla... I just hope I'm not yet to late to fix myself as a guildmaster... I know I've have so many to come up with my members... It's just some of my IRL problems have pushed me to leave them back then... But I guess a have to start forgiving myself first before anything else...


I hope... I'm not yet late...

Leaving the impossible

Six years of playing pRO?

What can I say? NONE!! It's just sometimes I want to leave the whole community yet it's just impossible...


First and foremost the reason sometimes I want to leave the online gaming community FOR GOOD is because I just got tired... second is the pressure of being the guild master... it's just that some of my personal issues is being tied up because of too much playing... and third some financial issues... well you can't go head on other guilds without spending for ROK points...


And lastly... I'm just afraid that the girl I really love might stop playing because of me...


Yet I can't leave... The guild that started with only six members now grew to 20+ members. It became a family...


A guild that I can't leave because of that "family".

The Invitation

I was playing pRO(valhalla) last Sunday the suddenly one of my guild member told me that Sir David one of the featured player in Game Heroes and also part of Pinoy Gaming Network was looking for me and said if we could talk at Prontera.....

I really don't know why Sir David was looking for me until i reach prontera..... his paladin was there with all other guild masters of different guilds in our server..... I was a bit nervous when i saw them all chatting in Sir David's Chatroom(PUB) as i enter the PUB my immediate response was "Sir David bakit po?" then he suddenly talk...... "My company pinoy gaming network is running a program for ingame leaders... its a leadership talk, kung baga trying to develop your leadership potential" at that point i don't know what to say hahahaha!

He also said that they also invited guild masters from all Online games in the Philippines.

Here's the official post at ragnaboards regarding the leadership talk officialpost

I've told my mother about it and she said i should go, that i will learn something from different people.

Seesh..... i really don't know what to do...... i'm bad at this kind of stuffs.... i only have few days to think.... since the deadline to confirm my attendance is on or before September 19 - Saturday.