Leaving the impossible

Six years of playing pRO?

What can I say? NONE!! It's just sometimes I want to leave the whole community yet it's just impossible...


First and foremost the reason sometimes I want to leave the online gaming community FOR GOOD is because I just got tired... second is the pressure of being the guild master... it's just that some of my personal issues is being tied up because of too much playing... and third some financial issues... well you can't go head on other guilds without spending for ROK points...


And lastly... I'm just afraid that the girl I really love might stop playing because of me...


Yet I can't leave... The guild that started with only six members now grew to 20+ members. It became a family...


A guild that I can't leave because of that "family".

Inconsiderate fool

I don't know why... but it seems I'm the most inconsiderate fool... I've hurt her feelings... but I won't let this end like this... even if we'll go back to the beginning and even it takes a long time....

I've learned a important lesson from what I've done.... I won't do this ever again!

Gomenasai fiance....

New year, New challenges

I've been busy with so many things this past December 0'9 that even this my blog I've forgot to update XD


A lot of things happened to our guild... I didn't think that we overcome all of those challenges despite how big the problem is...

I'm proud of all the achievement of my guild members in-game or in real life.

Anyway... there is this girl that made my December warm... I just didn't expect her to come... but still I'm happy for us, Hoping that year 2010 will be good for us ^^

Year 2010 here I come!!

A Letter for you...

Dear you...


Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to give you a warm hug.

Every time you tell me that you are crying i want to come where you are and wipe your tears.

Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to see you always smile.

Every time you tell me that your memories with him make you sad i want to try and replace those sad memories with happy memories.

Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to tell "I love you".


But i know it's not the right time to tell you this, that's why I'll keep this letter for a while and wait for the right time...

To be a good friend

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero na huhulog na ang loob ko dun sa isang kaibigan ko na may boyfriend na....

Nag simula ito sa isang text message na nag lalaman ng isang problema niya, ewan ko ba at ang hilig ko kasi mag bigay ng mga payo sa mga kabigan ko kaya ayun dun nag simula ang kwentuhan...

Medyo na padalas ng "konti" ang pag kikita namin samantalang dati eh halos hindi kami mag kita sa personal at natutuwa naman ako na nag kikita kami...

Malapit na mag isang buwan itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.... At kailangan na agad ito mawala.... Dahil wala naman patutunguhan itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya ayoko din naman sabihin itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya dahil ayoko mag iba ang tingin niya sa akin...

Itatago ko na lang itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya....

Dahil isa akong mabuting kaibigan ^^

LU Live 0'9 United We Play

Thousands of Pinoy Gamers Unite at Level Up! LIVE 2009

LU Live 0'9 was held on Nov.7-8 at world trade center were different tournaments of online games are held, like Ragnarok,RF,Rohan,FlyFF,Freestyle,Crazy Cart,Grand Chase,Perfect world and the highly-anticipated FPS online KOS: Secret Operations

[The tournament grounds]

And of course our guild Revamped_Blasphemy was part of the "LU City" where guilds setup different in-game themed booth from their respective games.

[our booth in the making]

Early Nov.6 we were already at WTC for the Ingress of the LU Live

[my ID as an exhibitor]

[our humble booth]

I was able to meet in-person Blade Fury` the guild master of KB(one of my ally guilds in valhalla) and some other notable persons in valhalla and thanks to Athalia for buying one of our T-shirts hohoho!

[Valhalla freedom board by Prism Infinity guild]

[The guild masters of valhalla with GM Anael]

And of course our guild... the Revamped_Blasphemy at LU Live 0'9

[Revamped Blasphemy]

Nov.5 was officially our guild anniversary but since LU Live 0'9 is just around the corner I decided we celebrate our guild anniversary at LU Live 0'9. This is the first time I met some of my members "personally"

[RB's 99ners]

[RB's Team Bagets]

[The new members]

Our LU Live 0'9 ended with a little celebration at the Mall of Asia.

And thanks to our guild booth neighbor Red Elite™(also valhalla server) GM Nimrod Soulfist and Blushing Virgin for the tekken 3 match(Revamped vs. Finest) hahaha!

Also I would like to thank Erin Bare for helping us managing our booth, My guild members for the support and specially Nix and Erin for the hard work for our guild booth.

See you next year!

歌姫

私が本当に昨日起きたのか分からない...私が見て、彼女が私は彼女の'フグ'しかし、私はことのないようにしたい場合、この感情の話を聞いた...そして彼女のために適切ではないの...彼女は私の親友の...彼女の心はまだ...歌姫彼の恋人からの崩壊からは、私に落ちることになって負傷さに'は抱擁』を与えてはならない愛....