A Letter for you...

Dear you...


Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to give you a warm hug.

Every time you tell me that you are crying i want to come where you are and wipe your tears.

Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to see you always smile.

Every time you tell me that your memories with him make you sad i want to try and replace those sad memories with happy memories.

Every time i see you there is a part of me that want to tell "I love you".


But i know it's not the right time to tell you this, that's why I'll keep this letter for a while and wait for the right time...

To be a good friend

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero na huhulog na ang loob ko dun sa isang kaibigan ko na may boyfriend na....

Nag simula ito sa isang text message na nag lalaman ng isang problema niya, ewan ko ba at ang hilig ko kasi mag bigay ng mga payo sa mga kabigan ko kaya ayun dun nag simula ang kwentuhan...

Medyo na padalas ng "konti" ang pag kikita namin samantalang dati eh halos hindi kami mag kita sa personal at natutuwa naman ako na nag kikita kami...

Malapit na mag isang buwan itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.... At kailangan na agad ito mawala.... Dahil wala naman patutunguhan itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya ayoko din naman sabihin itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya dahil ayoko mag iba ang tingin niya sa akin...

Itatago ko na lang itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya....

Dahil isa akong mabuting kaibigan ^^

LU Live 0'9 United We Play

Thousands of Pinoy Gamers Unite at Level Up! LIVE 2009

LU Live 0'9 was held on Nov.7-8 at world trade center were different tournaments of online games are held, like Ragnarok,RF,Rohan,FlyFF,Freestyle,Crazy Cart,Grand Chase,Perfect world and the highly-anticipated FPS online KOS: Secret Operations

[The tournament grounds]

And of course our guild Revamped_Blasphemy was part of the "LU City" where guilds setup different in-game themed booth from their respective games.

[our booth in the making]

Early Nov.6 we were already at WTC for the Ingress of the LU Live

[my ID as an exhibitor]

[our humble booth]

I was able to meet in-person Blade Fury` the guild master of KB(one of my ally guilds in valhalla) and some other notable persons in valhalla and thanks to Athalia for buying one of our T-shirts hohoho!

[Valhalla freedom board by Prism Infinity guild]

[The guild masters of valhalla with GM Anael]

And of course our guild... the Revamped_Blasphemy at LU Live 0'9

[Revamped Blasphemy]

Nov.5 was officially our guild anniversary but since LU Live 0'9 is just around the corner I decided we celebrate our guild anniversary at LU Live 0'9. This is the first time I met some of my members "personally"

[RB's 99ners]

[RB's Team Bagets]

[The new members]

Our LU Live 0'9 ended with a little celebration at the Mall of Asia.

And thanks to our guild booth neighbor Red Elite™(also valhalla server) GM Nimrod Soulfist and Blushing Virgin for the tekken 3 match(Revamped vs. Finest) hahaha!

Also I would like to thank Erin Bare for helping us managing our booth, My guild members for the support and specially Nix and Erin for the hard work for our guild booth.

See you next year!

歌姫

私が本当に昨日起きたのか分からない...私が見て、彼女が私は彼女の'フグ'しかし、私はことのないようにしたい場合、この感情の話を聞いた...そして彼女のために適切ではないの...彼女は私の親友の...彼女の心はまだ...歌姫彼の恋人からの崩壊からは、私に落ちることになって負傷さに'は抱擁』を与えてはならない愛....

Perfect Love?

This past weeks I've seen many heartache from my friends....

I'm just wondering if there's really a perfect love.....


Is it right to lie for a love?

There is this friend(but I treat her as my little sister) of mine had a problem about her relationship, her relationship is legal with their parents yet she was having a hard time to spent time with his boyfriend because of their parents is a bit strict...

She was asking me if its okay to lie from her parents about his boyfriend visiting her at their home...

Because his boyfriend said that he was just going to visit a friend yet he visit her, she told me that both their parents will be mad at them if their parents knows the truth...

Well... we can't really say its okay to lie for love yet sometimes its better to lie....

Frankly I told my little sister about what they've done is not right...

But I told her it's better not to tell the truth on their parents... yet I remind her not to do it again...



Is it right to expect for love?

One of my guild member is still confuse... will she expect something from his crush? is it really right to expect something in return? and yet she swear to her self that she won't be in a relationship until she gets 21years old...

Yet she even told me that sometimes she couldn't control her self to jump in a relationship...

We can't really tell what would really happen.... but I told my guild member she must not except anything in return... that's the hard truth about loving someone whom might not really love you...


Is there really a right time for breaking up?

Just last week my good friend told me that his boyfriend broke up with her... Her relationship was a bit complicated though she really love his boyfriend...

What she told me that his boyfriend is a bit childish... they always had a quarrel upon simple things... well from my opinion it's really normal to have a quarrel sometimes on a relationship...

But both of them had given up their relationship... Even how she really loved his boyfriend it ended just a few days before her birthday...

I'm just a bit disappointed... they didn't fight for their love...

Oh well... we can't force ourselves on something... Hopefully they've learned from what happen...



Is there's really a perfect love?

Are kara boku tachi wa
Nanika wo shinjite koreta ka naa...
Yozora no mukou niwa
Ashita ga mou matte iru

ボンズ

Some say a bond of a teacher and student is unmeasurable...

anyway...

It was July 7, 2001 when I met my master/sensei... I was just only 12years old back then when I met him...

AXN Anime Fest July 7, 2001 at SM Megamall, I was with my mother and my oldest brother. That was my first time to go on a Anime convention and my first time to saw a cosplayer, It's like "WOOW!" when I saw them hahaha!

Then one of the marshals announced that they still need one more contestant for the "On the spot drawing contest" suddenly my mom told me to try and join the contest... I just nodded...

I didn't knew what i'm doing back then... When I saw the works of the other contestants I knew that there's no chance for me yet still... I tried... I drew a chibi version of Cloud Strife the main character of Final Fantasy 7...

Yet i lose the competition...

Then it was autograph signing of Mahiro Maeda. Japan's premier illustrator and director of the TV hit Blue Submarine No. 6 as one of the contestants we were prioritized for the autograph signing! Lucky! hahahaha!

After the signing then suddenly a man came to me and said "Gusto mo ba gumaling?" I was back then "Huh?! sino ka ba?"

I just ignored him back then like my mother usually told me "don't talk to strangers" hahahaha!

As the AXN Anime Fest ended I didn't saw him again...

A year passed it was C3 convention the first Philippine comic book and Animé Convention came... of course me and my oldest brother came to the event... that was my first time I saw Lyndon
Gregorio personally who created the hit comic Beerkada.

And of course there was "On the spot drawing contest" yet i didn't join... I said to myself back then "Sasali nanaman ba ako para matalo?...." I was afraid to lose...

Then before C3 ended I saw him again... The man who said to me "Gusto mo ba gumaling?" then he talk to me again, and before he finished talking i suddenly said to him "Master! gusto ko gumaling!!" then he just said to me "tawagin mo na lng akong sensei"

It was the start of a Bond....

Sensei teach me a lot of things, to simple sketching up to different walks of life...

Sensei just became an inspiration to me...

I remembered back then i asked my sensei why did he choose me to be his student yet i loss at the competition, he just ignored my question.

After two years under his guidance... It was time for my sensei to return to japan... I was sad i didn't knew what to do... but sensei said "Wag ka malungkot.... Ipangako mo sakin na mag iimprove ka parin kahit wala ako....." I was crying when i said to him "Sensei! oo! gagawin ko yan!" then the next day sensei left for his flight to japan...

Years passed it's just me alone.... improving my drawing skills...

More years have passed then suddenly I got a phone call from sensei and he said to me if i want to be an assistant artist i didn't hesitate i said to my self "Eto na! Oras na para patunayan ko kay sensei ung ilang taon ng pag hahanda ko"

One of his colleagues gave me an exam.... A week passed, sensei called to tell me I've passed the exam, I cried when he told me i passed the exam and I'll become his assistant artist i still remember what he told me at the phone "Ikaw parin talaga ung studyante ko.... iyakin ka parin hahaha!"

Up until now sensei still won't answer my question why did he choose me to be his student...

Still i'm glad to have a sensei like him ^^

私はあなたの先生は失敗しません！

Films

Just sharing this short film entitled "Signs" Its about communication, Created by Publicis Mojo and directed by Patrick Hughes.

Click here for the video


And here also another good short film entitled "STRUCK" a short film presented at the Hayden Films Festival by TXL FILMS and 625 Productions

Click here for the video

Enjoy!